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My friend Gillian blogged the other day about having that one secret that not many people know about you. I thought for a long time and was convinced that i didnt have one of those “secrets”, until today.

I have so many friends who have found love. I dont know if they looked in the right places or had something i didnt, but some of my closest friends are absolutley head over heals in love.
Heres the bad part. Im so jealous! I totally dont want to be, and I love hearing all about the cute things that happen during their relationships but it makes me really sad inside.
A year ago, right around this time I had convinced myself I had met the person I was going to spend the rest of my life with, and now we have trouble just finding things to talk about with eachother. Every day I see two people in love and it kills me.
I’m really sorry if I come across as selfish, i know its one of the most selfish things ive ever said, but.. it just makes me wonder, if and when im ever going to be as happy as them.


One Comment

  1. Sarah, as cliché as it may sound, I am being 100% honest when I tell you that the best way to find love is to stop looking. First off, you’re young. Second, the more you desire to feel love, the more likely you’ll be to sell yourself short of what you truly deserve in a partner.

    I really hope you find what you’re looking for, but I hope that you realize that the best way to find it is to let go.

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