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Monthly Archives: February 2009

Or sleeping? But my mind is flooded. With personal information, emotions are going crazy, everything back in barrie is changing, and school… school is NUTS, you see how momentum kicks us in the ass and takes us through the year at an ever accelerating rate. It. Seriously. Does. Not. End. Oh, the responsibilities of growing up.

So.. 1:30am im..blogging?, when I should really be studying for my Human Development midterm tomorrow ( I know. ALREADY, right?!), I somehow lately find myself really missing high school. How lame is that? My favourite thing about Peterborough basic cable, is that we get Achannel here. None of my roomates are as excited as i am about having their hometown news station available to them 3 hours away. 
INNISDALE WAS ON THE NEWS! a couple days ago. and i actually teared! I miss.. slacking! i miss my best friend, and skipping classes to chill at minnagens, or hanging out with rodg in the library. I miss owning an orange and blue wardrobe, (fleming colours are green and gold.. puke)
College is a blast, but id trade places with any invader to get one more day in that place. never thought id say that.

Happy Midterms/Spring break all 🙂 cant wait to see your smiling faces!


I’m feeling pretty exhausted and zoned out because of how behind on everything I am. Ive been working so hard to bounce back after last semester and get better marks. So far so good, 90% on a paper i did a couple weeks ago. But i feel so deflated and all i want to do is sleep. 
Reading Break starts this THURSDAY AT NOON 😀 my roomate Tiegaan is staying a few days with me 🙂

anywho, gotta run and study, 2 last things however.

1. Pat D, im sorry i couldnt make your party! I hope it was a blast though. Happy Birthday P.Diddy! 🙂

2. be there! its so fun.

what makes you feel wonderful?  When i cant sleep, i walk around Peterborough at 2am sometimes. I play David Crowder and really loud fast Hillsong united, and in those moments i feel so happy.

if you are having a sub-par day, what do you do &/or say to make yourself feel good again? I dont deny the feeling. If i tell myself im not upset when i am, its just going to make it worse. I normally have some alone time and cry or nap. 

where do you think love hides? I truly think Jesus hides it, until we are ready for it. 

when do you feel most loved? When I’m at my Grandmas house.

what do you think is the most beautiful thing about the city? All the different, random lights that are visible and sounds you can hear. 

what is your favourite rainy day activity? The rain itself. 

what do you think is the most beautiful thing about people? Their smiles.

when you hear the word “beautiful” what image immediately pops up in your mind? green grass. a big, large patch of the greenest grass.

when you hear the word “love” what sound resonates in your ears?  the voice of the person who said it.

anything else you’d like to share? Romans 8:28 ❤ 



Just a few thoughts in my head:

1. I miss connexus. I was watching worship videos on youtube ( i know, kind of weird..) and i just miss chillin in the theater listening to andy walker.

2. im going through this “social networking” phase. Im really liking dailybooth or blogtv right now. 

3.  I love all things apple. My macbook, iwork, ipod. i dont know what i was doing with windows all these years. 

4. Has anyone heard of the movie “The Invisible” ? I saw a preview for it today when i was watchign Step Up. The release date was sometime in Jan, but I never heard of it. it looks really good. check out the trailer on youtube.

5. I havent been to the gym yet this year. infact, all ive been doing is just enjoying my life. literally. Ive been so happy for the most part. Hopefully as the weather gets better, ill get my butt in gear. 

6. does ANYONE keep getting random calls from California on their cellphone?

7.  I.E 2009 (spring) retreat isnt happening. It breaks my heart, but watch out for updates on the fall retreat.

8. I have a new roomate! shemoved from 3 buildings over. Her name is Sara!

9. if you havent seen me online, its cause i deleted my hotmail address. Add my gmail acount =)

10. Reading week is soon! im home from feb.26th-march 7th.

11.  I got a bunny! at the apartment. Her name is lulu. Check my youtube account or a couple posts below to meet her.

Thats all for now. Whats new in your lives 🙂 ?

Ps… 29 people read my blog yesterday, but not one of you commented with any suggestions for what to do on lonely vday? thanks! meanies!

Thats right, no love for Sarebeth this year. I had plans for pre-valentines day ( which was valentines enough for me) but, you cant control a work schedule i suppose. anyway, im going to be at my apartment with 3 other couples during the day…and im feeling kind of sad about that. Does anyone have any ideas for what to do during the big love fest this year?

1.what are you feeling right now?
2.what do you wish right now? can you use this feeling to obtain your wish?

everything is connected.
circles & circles.



think about this. write it down 🙂

hope everything with everyone is well. Im really busy right now, with school work and my first midterm tomorrow. i hope ill be around to do a big massive brain dump soon to update on whats going on lately 🙂 

1. I taught myself to play guitar. Im no epic musician or anything, but i know a couple songs.
2. I look everything up on I’m not sure if anything on there is actually legit, but i find it fun

3. I love the O.C. i bought the first season for something to do over christmas break and ended up getting the second, third an fourth from my mom and pierce because i became obsessed with it

4. im afraid of going to the bathroom if the shower curtain is closed, especially at the apartment. you never know whos going to show up and hide in your bathroom

5. I have a cousin, that ive never ever ever met, named Sarah Elizabeth Martin (which is my name) and we go to the same school. weird? ahaha ❤ 

6. I spoke french before i could speak english. 

7. I love rollerblading. I dont know what it is, but its always been this weird addiction. When i was younger i used to rollerblade around my grandmas house in the winter

8. When i was younger I saved every loonie i ever got and bought a swing set from costco

9. I hate needles, but love getting piercings and tattoos. Ive had a total of 8 piercings. oh, and 1 tattoo.

10. Im allergic to practically every fruit

11. I dont wear socks, unless i absolutley have too or unless its with sandals. 

12. I figure skated for 13 years of my life

13. and then quit skating to play rugby

14. I took Early Childhood Education in school because i thought i wanted to be a teacher. Now, im back in first semester for social work and loving it ❤ 

15. the only reason i know how to swim is because my grandpa took me in the pool and wouldnt let me get out till i could swim

16. I can rap all 66 books of the bible..(seriously ask me how!)

17. I cry in basically every movie i watch, and can relate almost every movie i watch to some part in my life.

18. I love being by myself. I like to lay on my bed in silence alone and just think.

19. I love water. if you look in my mini fridge its full of water and iced tea only. and its stocked to the brim. 

20. For the longest time i felt like i didnt have a best friend. And now i consider 5 or 6 people my best friends.

21. I havent seen my biological father in almost 11 years.

22. I’m actually allergic to poison ivy. Most people get an irritation from it and might get a little rash if they touch it, but I fully break out in hives all over my body.

23. When i take a shower, I follow a creeeppy routine. shampoo, wash body, conditioner, brush teeth. 

24. When i go to the bathroom i turn the tap on because i dont like people hearing me pee.

25. My weakness is sponge toffee