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did you forget that i was even alive? Did you forget, everything we ever had? Did you forget, did you forget about us?

Did you regret, ever standing by my side. Did you forgot what we were feeling inside, now im left to forget about us.

somewhere we went wrong. we were once so strong. our love is like a song, you cant forget it.

we had it all, we were just about to fall. even more inlove then we were before.

i wont forget, wont forget about us.

dont forget.

Went to bed at 5:30 am, after cramming for my Intro to Psych and Communications final. Was supposed to get up at 8, to be at school for 9 to sell my books. I woke up at 9:30 with a headache, unsold books and a final in half an hour, (which i made it on time for ) I met up with Tiegaan for lunch (greek salad wraps!) and then headed to comm final (easy peasy!)

Returned to the apartment and passed out, slept through aboriginal history ( like that class matters) and suffered from a death sentence migraine. A nap, and a couple advil later and im chipper and studying for my human growth and development final, and my intro to social services final tomorrow

Speaking of social services class, tomorrow is my last class with boy. 😦

ugh.

but i digress, im taking part in blog ( or vlog ) everyday in may. so watch out for some boring blogs (or vlogs ) coming your way.

peace, wordpressies. ❤

my besties, are OFFICIALLY (as in ive known for roughly a thousand years) ENGAGED!

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lets re-inact the sare face photo at the wedding? love you kids. congrats!

for a week.
because i have 7 final exams and im sick.
dont be worried, ill be back 🙂

I have always wanted to blog about Guatemala. I went there when I was 16. At the time i had a xanga blog ( which now that I look back onto now – is just hillarious). my last xanga entry said “well, last night here in Guatemala.

I dont think im ready to come home, its almost like i havnt done enough to serve God. Like theres more that needs to be done.. i miss everyone, but i dont think my works done…”
I wonder what 20 year old ( thats currently) Sarah could do. When I was in Guatemala, i was new to my faith, shy, and served on a youth team. My mind itches to know what I could do now, and my heart aches to return there.

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Completely not relevant but if you scroll all the way to the bottom theres a list of my friends who blog,(im working on putting it to the links at the side again) and if you click on them it takes you too their blog. i just added my good friend daniel and his blog there. check him out 🙂 he really is one of the nicest and funniest people i know.

Today, my mother presented me with my mail, that still gets delivered to her house. junk, junk, old phone bill yet to be paid, my subscription to cosmo girl that my aunt has been renewing for me since i was..ooh.. 14? and then there it was, my OPENED acceptance letter from Redeemer University College aaaaand Seminary. And then the question follows ” your going, right?” no mama, no im not. you see, i withdrew my acceptance, well put a hold on it. till next september. following up to my next chapter of my book. cute boy. cute boy goes there! or will be. gosh darn! but now we talk. things will i get better, im sure of it. ahaha

anyway. happy easter! whichever meaning your family celebrates, whether it be a reason to give out chocolate bunnies ( or a chocolate fail whale in my case! got it a Zehrs for 3 bucks!) or if Easter holds a special spot in your heart, the way it does in mine, i hope you all have a great weekend and spend it with close family and friends.

Speaking of friends! My roomate and best friend Tiegaan is celebrating her 19th birthday in 17 minutes! Happy Birthday Biegs! love you to the moon and back!

One last thing.. slightly but not so close to my own home is the sudden dissapearance of an 8 year old girl. I have zero information about it but i did find a video giving anyone the facts they need if they were to see this girl. it doesnt matter where you are, please keep an eye out for this little girl and keep her and her family in your prayers and pray that she will be soon returned to those who love her.

I can’t be losing sleep over this, no I can’t
And now I can not stop pacing. Give me a few hours, I’ll have all this sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing.

Cause I cannot stand still, I can’t be this unsturdy.
This cannot be happening.

This is over my head but underneath my feet. Cause bytomorrow morning I’ll have this thing beat.and everything will be back to the way that it was.
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I’m waiting for tonight, then waiting for tomorrow. And I’m somewhere in between;
What is real, and just a dream.

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in?
Don’t be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again.
I don’t want to run away from this..I know that I just don’t need this.

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Life for me right now is so crazy. its up and down, and all around like the most intense, biggest loopiest roller coaster at an amusement park right now. Please drop a line for me, keep me in your prayers until I can figure this all out?thanks. 🙂


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i think im different. I feel significantly air-headish around people, and feel the need to have materialistic objects. has this always been me? I hope not.

Tonight, i was having a gross piggish homework night and i bought ketchup chips and rootbeer. my favourite public school snack. oh boy. it was tasty. whats your old snack that your mama’s used to pack you for a treat? i always got rootbeet and ketchup chips on fridays.

my certain someone story is a tragic one this week. hes going back to bible college in september. the same one i was accepted too. the same one i held my offer on till next september. ugh. i have one more week to kinda talk to him, make convo and be friends. i want this to work out so bad.

aaand to finish off. my best friend celebrated her birthday on sunday. happy 18th trace, i love you so much!! 🙂 it was unreallll gooood to hear your voice today. april 24th 2010, EEPP! ahahaha.

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( this post makes no sense and i think im going to end up deleting it next time i update which will be in 4 days because i got a little somethin planned for that day to actually blog about. anyway, good luck reading)

so, you dont know me. well, most of you dont. The 10-15 or so people that im close with who read my blog probably know that my middle name should have been boy-crazy, or something along the lines of that. I cant help it. Some people have a weakness for shoes, shopping, ice cream or cars. For some reason, I have been given this insane gift of boy crazyness.

No, im not saying im a serial bride and date lots of boys. Infact, i’ve only ever had one serious relationship, but everywhere i go i can gaurantee im going to like a boy, atleast a little bit. and when i do find out i like them, i fall…awfully hard.

so my last post drew up a lot of people asking me who it was about. and since i kind of consider my blog my “personal venting space” ( yeah, weird i know ) I knew i shouldve expected questions. My last blog was kind of me, talking about how more than anything i want my ex boyfriend and i to come to a common ground in our friendship/relationship. A while back we discussed wether we would ever be “together” again, and i got “cant say yes, cant say no”
And everyone told me, not to hold my breath, and just be his friend. so i did. but i have fallen for this boy, from my school. He certainly knows i exist, but i get all weird and shy-ish and afraid of what i say around him incase its stupid ( i know, me, shy? ) i dont know what to do! im..almost flabbergasted.

if you lasted through this whole post, let me know and ill bake you some cookies

🙂 peace love and chow mein noodles.

AND if you got any pointers on how to talk to said boy, and become like friends-ish with him, let me know! comment!:)

this was the most self indulgent weirdest post ever. i feel lame.